tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57984838810874103292024-03-14T07:30:31.945-06:00Miracle MountainThe adventures & mis-adventures of building a cabin in the mountains! Truly a MIRACLE!Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.comBlogger135125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-84793718507559221392010-03-03T10:05:00.004-07:002010-03-03T10:08:51.823-07:00!!!!!! New Blog !!!!!!Hi Everyone....<br /><br />I started another blog... about everyday life - not on the mountain/not at the cabin. Be sure to check it out! It's called NOT YOUR AVERAGE WOMAN. You can read/follow at this address: http://victorious-woman.blogspot.com <br /><br />When we go back to the cabin/mountain I'll resume writing at MiracleMountainMarcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-68033230082029730932010-02-15T11:03:00.005-07:002010-02-21T17:52:49.487-07:00Aging Parents & the Quality of LifeAging. The natural progression of life. <br /><br />What happens, though, when an elderly parent becomes ill, has a stroke or heart attack, a broken hip, dementia/alzheimers, or any number of ailments? Life as they know it has changed - possibly, forever. They need assistance with things they've done for themselves for years: dressing, bathing, eating, using the toilet. They may be hard of hearing or have problems with their vision. Their balance is compromised making a cane or walker their "new best friend". Not only does their life change... but often the lives of their children or grandchildren change as well. POA and DNR are terms one becomes familiar with at this stage of life.<br /><br />My grandfather was 80 years old when I was born. He was always an "old man". He still lived by himself on the farm & cared for himself. My brother & I would go to the farm with our dad and spend time with Grandpa. We'd watch television with him - the volume turned WAY up - and he'd sit a couple feet from the screen. I don't remember exactly when it happened, but one day he came to live with us. He spent most of his days sitting in the recliner in our living room. As he got older, he had to use a walker to help steady himself. Although he was more than 90 years old, he still played Scrabble with his younger sister (both of them could beat me without even trying!). His mind was sharp. He went to church every Sunday until it became too difficult for him to go up the stairs to the sanctuary. When I was in high school he had a couple falls & we, as a family, couldn't go anywhere for more than a couple hours without having to have someone come in to care for him. My parents made the difficult decision to move him to a nursing home where he lived the rest of his life. It hurt me to see this man, my grandpa, failing to thrive. I visited him one time while he was in the nursing home because I couldn't stand to see him like that. His quality of life there was very poor I thought. <br /><br />My parents (see post from May 2009) were in a car accident. By the looks of their car... they should've been hurt much worse than they were. Physical therapy & ongoing exercise has helped them. <br /><br />My father-in-law recently had a stroke. Not a severe stroke... but it did affect his balance and left him quite weak. The stroke has affected his short term memory. He can recall events that happened when he was a boy but couldn't tell you what he did yesterday. (To be fair, I couldn't tell you what I did yesterday!) He was diagnosed with early stage Alzheimer's. Prior to having the stroke, he had had his eyes tested: cataracts in both eyes, macular degeneration in one, little to no peripheral vision. Laser surgery will correct the cataracts - but he's dragging his feet. Things he enjoyed doing - reading the paper and Reader's Digest, watching television, playing cards - all affected by the cataracts. He used to enjoy cooking - but now can't stand long enough to stand at the stove... and has forgotten to turn off burners - burning a couple pans pretty badly! I'm not sure if this is a product of the old age or the stroke - but he has some incontinence. He had been using a cane to assist in walking but since having the stroke he now uses a walker. He naps - a lot! Moans - a lot! He has mentioned a couple times that he's "ready" and reminds us of his "plans". <br /><br />Having this stroke has not just affected my father-in-law. My sister-in-law lives with him but she can't be with him 24/7 because she works. She is under a lot of stress and now we're trying to help out. Jerry has gone to stay with him - to be sure he does his physical therapy exercises, to help him however he needs and provide some company for him and to hopefully alleviate some of the stress his sister has been under. <br /><br />Only God knows how many days my father-in-law has left. We just want to make sure that those days are as good as the rest of his days were.Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-73817781666536764782010-02-15T09:46:00.003-07:002010-02-15T10:07:19.039-07:00ADOPTION: My Story - Part 6In September, a month after we found her, we celebrated her birthday. She was reunited with her younger brother and met her step-mother. She learned that she had grandchildren. She met my adoptive parents. She was afraid that they would look down on her for having given me up for adoption. I told her, "of course they'll look down on you! You're short!" (She was only 4' 10"!)<br />Over the next 2 1/2 years we built a relationship with Connie. We spent hours & hours talking & laughing & crying and had enormous phone bills. During that 2 1/2 years she spent time staying with three out of four of her children but finally became homesick for Boston & went back.<br />At 5:30 one morning in March, 2000, my phone rang. Scared the daylights out of me since my phone NEVER rings at that time of day. On the other end of the line was Connie's doctor. She said Connie had admitted herself to the hospital a few days before. She'd been depressed but was scheduled to be released that same day. She had died in her sleep....... <br />The next couple days were a blur. We wanted an autopsy. Since she had listed four children all four of us had to give our consent. Our brother Mark was not willing to give his okay. Finally he gave his consent, the autopsy was done but there was nothing conclusive. Her years of smoking, heart problems, diabetes, over-eating and depression just caught up with her. God said it was her time.<br />We had a memorial service for her... just the family. It was our hope that even when she left us that she'd know that we loved her... that even tho' she didn't raise any of us, she still gave us life and was still a mother. It was my hope that the talks we'd had about God's love and forgiveness sunk in & that she had, in her heart, asked Christ to be her savior!<br />In the 2 1/2 years we had with her my heart healed... and that morning in March, it broke again. It just dawned on me that it's been nearly 10 years since she left us. I still miss her... she had a laugh that was infectious & said things that would crack me up... and other things that would make a sailor blush! <br />The can of worms I opened ~ well, there are things that I've not liked but that was part of the deal. But I wouldn't change a thing!Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-71196294937161446992010-01-28T08:24:00.005-07:002010-02-21T17:32:20.909-07:00The people you meet........<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBD8D-ouSNo3re754-fACAeI7OKuNF3kkwcEmjOMkM6g1nsIOcS8hLWP8RYWVC23wJ-iCa6t4fWEFTPUZpHasVzT4p_FcUcQLozOwEr2WrjITQMQkKSPLDa9RGqTFdSc2JKi6KFz6ghso/s1600-h/Food-Processor-Kit-7609.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBD8D-ouSNo3re754-fACAeI7OKuNF3kkwcEmjOMkM6g1nsIOcS8hLWP8RYWVC23wJ-iCa6t4fWEFTPUZpHasVzT4p_FcUcQLozOwEr2WrjITQMQkKSPLDa9RGqTFdSc2JKi6KFz6ghso/s200/Food-Processor-Kit-7609.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5431812551787654706" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sometimes I'm amazed at the people I meet. Since I was old enought to walk & talk my mom said I never knew a stranger. Yes, I have the gift of gab! And if you've been following my writing for any amount of time you'll also know that I LOVE thrift store shopping! <br /><br />Let me back up just a bit.... we came back to Nebraska for Christmas & haven't gone back to the cabin yet (hey! it's only been a month). The problem is... I had packed up most of my kitchen stuff & hauled it to the cabin last spring. Being in the rental house without a fully-loaded kitchen is the pits & I've had to fill in a few gaps at the local thrift stores (measuring cups/spoons, knives, mixing bowls, cereal bowls, etc.). Now onward...<br /><br /><br />One day Jer & I were thrift store shopping - I was looking at books (big surprise) and he had disappeared. He came around the corner with a food processor in his hand - like the one in the photo only not complete - and a big grin on his face! I was SOOOOO excited! You see, I have a complete one, just like the one in the photo, at the cabin & another (not complete) in the camper... both 700 miles away! <br /><br />One of the gals who works in the thrift store noticed how excited I'd gotten over something that seemed so mundane & utilitarian. I explained to her that this is by far my most favorite kitchen utensil (in its entirity) and that I already have a couple of them! She asked WHY I needed a third if I already have two. I explained to her that we'd been living off the grid in a cabin and this little kitchen gizmo was a HUGE time saver. It slices, it dices, it chops & grates... this thing cuts up onions & potatoes for hashbrowns, will chop cranberries, apples & oranges for cranberry relish, slices carrots & cucumbers for salad, grates cheese... it has a little device for beating eggs or light batter. It's AWESOME!!! <br /><br />I could see the wheels turning in her head. She then began to question me about the cabin & what it's like to live off the grid. One questions really stuck in my head: "What one thing don't you have that you'd like to have?" Hmmm. My answer: "Running water!" I gave her our card - that has this site address as well as our email addresses & phone numbers - and told her that if she'd like to learn more she should log on or drop me an email & I'd be happy to give her more information. She then asked, much to my surprise, if we had considered a "live off the grid vacation" - where those who want to experience living off the grid & doing all the things we do could come out & spend a week living "without". I told her we had not thought about that (except for our friends who come to visit & stay in a motel) but that would be a good idea. When I mentioned it to Jer, he thought maybe that could make us a little money as well. <br /><br />Who knows if we'll do that. I've always thought running a bed & breakfast would be fun... maybe we could run a cabin & camper... the camper being our "guest house". Something to think about... all because of someone I met in a thrift store!Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-60721439596664724912010-01-20T19:29:00.004-07:002010-01-20T19:51:13.931-07:00ADOPTION... My Story: Part 5By now it was about 11:00 p.m. We were emotionally drained. But we made the phone call... and she answered. She was crying, my brother was crying, I was crying. By the end of the short call we had instructed her to take a cab to the hotel where we were staying. We waited anxiously outside the front door of the hotel for the cab to arrive. When it finally arrived she jumped out of the cab, still crying! My brother reached inside the front passenger side window to pay the cabbie... the cabbie was crying... our mother had told him our story & it had touched him! <br /><br />We spent the next few hours talking, asking questions, crying, laughing. We told her that both of her parents had passed away. She'd known about her mother dying - the woman who had been living with our grandmother called her the day of the funeral & told her it would be nice if she could make it! Hmph! She showed virtually no emotion when we told her about her mother (we'd find out later), however, the news of her father's death brought her to tears. We told her that his dying wish was that if he couldn't see her again, at least her children could! It seemed to help knowing that her father was still wanting to find her... still loved her!<br /><br />By 4:00 a.m. we finally gave up & went to bed. Our mother slept with me, holding my hand all night. Following breakfast we spent the day visiting, telling stories, asking questions, learning about each other. My brother & I both told her of the things our grandmother had told us... things we had suspected were either half-truths or just plain lies! We were right! <br /><br />We spent an afternoon at Harvard Square people watching, eating ice cream at Herrell's, a little shop that had been a bank in a previous life, attending a bar-b-que at a friend's home that night. <br /><br />Needless to say, when we arrived at the airport a couple days later it was SO hard to leave. The only thing making it easier was buying her a ticket to come to Oklahoma (where my sister & uncle live) the next month for her birthday! <br /><br />Our trip was a success... it must've been in God's plan that we find her... that we'd get some answers to our questions... that we'd form a relationship, a bond with her. <br /><br />There's more to the story... stay tuned!Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-43522727996866251152010-01-20T18:28:00.004-07:002010-01-20T19:26:11.057-07:00ADOPTION... My Story: Part 4The night before we departed I had a meeting to go to at church. Strangely enough no one told me the meeting had been canceled so there I sat... waiting. My time was not wasted tho'. I sat in the quiet of the sanctuary & prayed - poured out my heart to God. "God... I'm putting this in Your hands. You know what I want... but I'm selfish & want this for selfish reasons. If this is not in Your plan... I will understand, I won't be happy about it but I will be a 'big girl' and accept it." <br /><br />Our plane landed at Logan Airport in Boston, mid-August, hot & humid. We grabbed our luggage, hailed a cab & checked into our room at the hotel. With a stack of 1000 fliers (have you seen this woman - with a photo of her from about 1973 on it) we boarded the first bus that came along. After getting on it occured to us that we should ask if this bus went anywhere near the address we had for her. It didn't... but the woman sitting behind us asked what address we were trying to get to & told us that was within 2 blocks of where she lived & she would get us on the right bus! An angel? We left a couple fliers on that bus, got on the "right" bus... left a couple more on that bus. When we got to her street we put fliers on windshields of cars parked on the street as we found our way to the address we had. Unfortunately it was a secured building & we could not get in. Down the street, where we'd gotten off the bus, there was a pharmacy. We went in to buy some tape to put fliers on doors, gates, poles - wherever we could. My brother decided to ask the pharmacist if they had a fax machine we could use to send a note to the PI. It was evident that he had told the pharmacist why we were there. As I came around the corner, having purchased the tape, the pharmacist stopped dead in his tracks. He looked at me & said, "You're Connie's daughter!". <br /><br />At this point (this is before HIPPA) he told us that she got her prescriptions filled there and that he could call her & ask her to come to the pharmacy. Another Angel? He placed the call... she wasn't there but her roommate answered the phone. The pharmacist asked him if he could come to the pharmacy. He could. As he walked into the the store he glanced at me - my eyes were behind dark sunglasses so he really couldn't look at me. He headed back to the pharmacy desk; my brother & the pharmacist were telling him who we were & why we were there when I came around the corner again. I removed my sunglasses & before I could introduce myself he said, "You're Connie's daughter!". Twice in about 20 minutes! The three of us went next door to the coffee shop to visit. <br /><br />We went back to their apartment... a horrible, dirty apartment that reeked of cigarette smoke & litter boxes. We spent nearly two hours there without her returning. We finally talked him into taking us to her... at a nearby hospital. It seems she got terrible migraines that lasted for days & she'd go to the clinic at the hospital to get a pain shot. He said the shots left her "foggy". He also noted that she had left her prescription glasses on the counter - they bothered her when she had migraines.<br /><br />After telling the receptionist who we were & why we were there, her roommate asked to see her (she was in an exam room) and they generously allowed us to go into the exam room next to the one she was in. We could hear muffled talking - and then a scream - and the word "NO"!!!! He left her room quickly, opened the door to the room we were in & told us he was leaving. We were stunned! What do we do now?<br /><br />We left... at least as far as the front door of the hospital. By now, the rain Boston was supposed to get that morning was now coming down - not just sprinkling but POURING!!! We were so hurt. Crushed. Why didn't she want to see us? We waited... and waited. Finally - from the clinic door emerged a short little woman with a large umbrella & a handbag that was nearly as big as she was! She walked to the bus stop. This was our chance... maybe our only chance? We held hands, ran thru the rain & skidded around the corner of the bus stop, sliding onto the bench on the opposite side. What do we do now? We huddled, soaked from the rain, whispering.<br /><br />Out of the blue she said, "Our seats are getting wet!". She was right! She introduced herself. Racing thoughts! The name she had given me, the name on my birth certificate, was not the name I have now. My brother goes by a nickname. We introduced ourselves. She didn't turn & run. Not even an eyebrow raised. We presumed that between the shot & not having her glasses she really couldn't see us very well? We began visiting - about the weather, about flying in that morning & "getting lost", about not having had anything to eat since we were on the plane several hours before. We had found out from her friend that she liked Tex-Mex food... so we asked if she knew of a good place to eat. She did... and proceeded to tell us which bus & train to get on to get there! About that time a bus pulled up & her friend got off. You can imagine the look on his face when he saw us sitting with her engaged in conversation! She told us that was her friend Steve... my brother ran back out into the rain & "introduced" himself to Steve & whispered not to blow our cover! Having made the proper "introductions" we asked them if they'd like to have dinner with us as we'd not be able to find the restaurant. She said they really couldn't afford it - to which my brother replied, "We'd love to treat you to dinner" - of course, they couldn't turn that down. We took the bus & the train then walked a couple blocks to the restaurant, gave our name to the girl at the podium & went to the bar for a much needed adult beverage! <br /><br />We sat at the bar visiting... oblivious to everything & everyone around us. The girl at the podium was calling "Briggs, party of four"... it finally dawned on us that that was us! We went to our table, ordered our food & while waiting for our food my brother played "Twenty Questions" with our mother. I felt a bit left out, but I had no questions to ask that would have hinted to my identity. It was interesting to watch. We sat in the restaurant for nearly four hours just visiting. We finally decided we should leave... but not before making a "date" for the next day for sightseeing. She hugged both of us & thanked us for dinner. We got on the bus... in total disbelief. We had just spent about 5 hours with her... and it appeared that she didn't know who we were. <br /><br />Back at our hotel room we began making phone calls to family members. Sometime during our phone calls we had an incoming call, our message light was on. It was Steve. "Wally, it's Steve. Call me at this number." We called... and she answered!Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-47783311187150827342010-01-20T17:55:00.005-07:002010-01-20T18:28:03.909-07:00ADOPTION... My Story: Part 3Hmmm. I forgot to mention that shortly after meeting my grandmother & sister I got to meet my uncle. I wasn't really sure what to think about him... his attitude toward me. He did tell me that looking at me was like looking at his sister, my birthmom. That was the validation I was looking for! He drove a semi & would stop by to see me & my family when he was in the area. <br /><br />I got to meet the older of my two half-brothers (I think I mentioned meeting him) - we had spoken on the phone several times & seemed to really get along well when we met. He would be the person who told me about growing up with our grandmother as caregiver. These things made me question even more the things she had told me. He was about 5 years old when our birthmom disappeared. He told me that he had few memories of her... most of them were memories of his abusive father beating up on her. Our phone conversations were usually quite lengthy as we went over & over information that had been given to us. <br /><br />On New Year's Eve 1995 (or was it 1996?) our grandmother passed away. By this time, she had pushed away everyone but my sister. She'd not spoken to me in more than a year because I had the audacity to question some of her information. Her game had become this: as she noticed the four of us (kids) getting along really well, she'd stick her finger "in the pot" and try to stir up trouble. She did the same thing with our uncle if he was getting along with us too well. Life was good for her as long as she was the center of attention. Again, by the time she passed away one brother & I went to the funeral only to see if our birthmom would show up. How sad! We scoured faces & saw no one who even remotely looked like her. <br /><br />Less than a month later we would all gather again in San Francisco for our grandfather's funeral. This funeral was far more traumatic, sadder than the first because grandpa continually spoke of "finding" our birthmom. We hadn't been able to fulfill that wish while he was alive. It then became our goal!! We (the older half-brother & I) began doing as much as we could to find her... including getting a private investigator. It was in July of 1997 that we received from the PI a list of women with the same name or similar name, along with their respective addresses & birthdates. We quickly eliminated women whose birthdates did not match or were not even close. We ended up with a rather short list. We finally picked ONE... the one we thought was the best/closest match. We purchased plane tickets... his from SF to Omaha, mine from Omaha to Boston. <br /><br />To Be Continued.....Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-31246695372836189452010-01-20T17:08:00.005-07:002010-01-20T17:45:37.911-07:00ADOPTION... My Story: Part 2I've composed myself now... ready to write more. I left off telling you about receiving the first letter from my grandmother. <br /><br />Her photograph was that of someone who looked like a loving grandmother. I dialed her phone number and we spoke for an hour - all the while her photo was in front of me. I had her letter in hand & asked questions. Some questions were answered, others were quickly glossed over. The questions she didn't answer were really the ones that I wanted answers for... and it was then that I figured out she must be either holding out on me until she knew that I really was okay to divulge information to or she was covering up information. During the phone call I learned that I had two half-brothers and a half-sister. Of course, they didn't know about me & she said she'd have some explaining to do. By the end of the phone call she had invited my husband & me to have Thanksgiving dinner at her home. <br /><br />Within a short time I got to speak with my new sister on the phone. I exchanged letters with both my sister and grandmother waiting anxiously for Thanksgiving to arrive. <br /><br />During one phone conversation with my sister I got my grandfather's address... on the condition that I would not tell our grandmother that I got it from her or that I was going to try to find him. I sent him the same generic letter I'd sent in the beginning & waited. Days passed with no letter in my mailbox. I came to the conclusion that he wanted nothing to do with me. Then on November 9 my phone rang... it was HIM! We spoke for close to two hours & really hit it off! My two half-brothers were living with him at the time and I got to know them over the phone. Soon my mailbox would be flooded with letters and old photographs from my grandfather. Weekly phonecalls became the norm. <br /><br />At Thanksgiving my grandmother was a gracious hostess - she was a wonderful cook! I got to meet my sister & we hit it off! By the end of the first night we were finishing each other's sentences! We had fun looking at old photographs and I hung on my grandmother's every word - hoping for any shred of information she might share about my birthmom. The only thing she really told me was that she (my birthmom) had disappeared when she was about 26 years old (the same age I was) - leaving her three children at the daycare - just disappeared. She claimed she'd not seen my birthmom since then. Red flag!!<br /><br />My grandparents had been divorced before I was even born & hadn't spoken in as many years. For this reason I felt compelled to share with my grandfather things that my grandmother had told me. I understand that divorced people don't always get along & often have different stories. My grandfather refused to say anything bad or mean about my grandmother - except that her version of the truth was pretty far-fetched! <br /><br />It was obvious to me from what both grandparents told me that at the time my birthmom was pregnant with me there had been a lot of family drama as she was making what would be a life-changing & heartbreaking decision. <br /><br />The summer after I had found my grandmother she came to a family reunion - that of my adoptive mother's family. She & my mom had quite a bit in common - sewing & crafts, cooking, etc. <br /><br />A year after meeting my grandmother & sister I had the opportunity to meet my grandfather & his wife. He was retired Army... my own adoptive dad also an Army veteran. According to their "figuring" they missed being at the same Army base by just a couple weeks. How weird would that have been?<br /><br />More phone calls, more letters, more stories. Due to the them all living far away our visits in person were few & far between. But the phone calls & letters gave me lots to think about. Lots to sort out... deciding what was truth, what was fiction. <br /><br />.........Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-54282932374972128202010-01-20T10:30:00.003-07:002010-01-20T11:00:49.965-07:00ADOPTION... MY STORY: Part 1In July 1963 a 16 year girl made the ultimate sacrifice. Knowing she was not prepared to raise a baby she gave me up for adoption. I spent my first 5 months in a boarding home & went to live with my adoptive parents in December 1963, just two weeks before Christmas.<br /><br />Growing up I was a pretty happy little girl. I grew up in a small town - a town where everyone knew everyone else, everyone knew I was adopted. I spent my growing up years having people tell me how much I looked like one or the other of my parents. NOT! Except for having blue eyes... there wasn't really any resemblance. One thing that always gnawed at me was wondering WHO I did look like. Whose nose do I have? Who did I inherit my cowlicks from? Where did I get my musical talent?<br /><br />I went thru high school and onto college, got married & had three children. When I was pregnant with my third, the doctor found some pre-cancerous cells & started asking questions about whether ovarian/cervical cancer ran in my family. I told him that I had no idea... that I was adopted. He subtly suggested that if it was possible, I may want to find out. I had always dreamed of doing this so it wasn't a big surprise other than the fact that my OB/GYN suggested it!<br /><br />After my baby was born I began my search. It was a pretty lame attempt (I didn't have access to the WWW!) but I really didn't know how to go about it - so I was just floundering around. Since I was born in Kansas & Kansas is an "open" state, I filled out the required form, sent a copy of my ID & some money to the Vital Statistics office hoping to receive a copy of my original birth certificate. A few weeks later I received it... along with the name of my birth mother. She, too, was born in Kansas & as a blood relative I was able to request her birth certificate which then told me the names of my maternal grandparents. Since they were all born in the same town I enlisted the help of a friend who happened to live in that town. She sent me pages out of the area phone book for people with the last names of both grandparents.<br /><br />I spent several nights writing & re-writing a generic letter stating the facts I had gotten from the birth certificates & my circumstances. I went through the names on the pages from the phone book & sent a letter to every other name. Within a couple weeks I received a half dozen responses. Some said they had no idea who these people were but were supportive - wishing me good luck with my search; others condemned me for "opening a can of worms" that would ultimately cause nothing but heartbreak.<br /><br />One Sunday evening in early October 1989 our phone rang. The man identified himself as my birthmother's cousin. His dad & my maternal grandmother were siblings. He had known my birthmom was pregnant but never knew what happened to the baby. He told me he had received the letter I'd written...and knew something was up because I knew too much (names, dates, etc.) so he gave the letter to his father. His father in turn contacted my grandmother. <br /><br />The following week I received a large manila envelope in the mail with 13 typed pages (single space) - my first correspondence with my grandmother. It was a strange letter to read - like I was reading about complete strangers (in fact, I was!). What I got sounded much like a dimestore novel - told from the point of view of one who was on the outside looking in. She had included a photograph of herself and her phone number. Was this a hint?<br /><br />(This is an emotional subject for me... and I'm going to end this writing here & continue in a day or so.)Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-44660318160336692912010-01-18T16:23:00.008-07:002010-01-18T17:03:26.527-07:00The Loss of a Friend<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirCqs3wvoguRI6a4OgaPgklbrhc5fN7NJXBe_1MJf1J6ps-cFSPCmyy9NVYm7Ebaa1HdipDcNF1fW0IKm6XECo7Aa_MwmCplMValJkwS9LvlzjQxo2KoUpSDbMVget4J7H5lRbOddVVQg/s1600-h/untitled.bmp"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirCqs3wvoguRI6a4OgaPgklbrhc5fN7NJXBe_1MJf1J6ps-cFSPCmyy9NVYm7Ebaa1HdipDcNF1fW0IKm6XECo7Aa_MwmCplMValJkwS9LvlzjQxo2KoUpSDbMVget4J7H5lRbOddVVQg/s200/untitled.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5428234483583533490" /></a><br /><br />We've all been there... we've all lost a friend.<br /> <br />I've lost friends because they moved to another town/state (before the miracle of the Internet) and we just quit writing or calling. I've lost friends because there were half-truths or blatant lies told & believed. I've lost friends because the friendship simply became toxic. I've lost friends because of death. <br /><br />Most recently I lost a dear friend because someone in my household decided that it was not in <strong>my</strong> best interest to keep that friend. This hurts maybe more than any of the other reasons I mentioned - simply because <strong>I</strong> didn't make the decision, but it was made for me. I went along with this decision ONLY to keep peace in my household. <br /><br />The friend of whom I speak - was a pet. Yes, a pet! I've always had a pet. I had a cat, Miss Ruffles, for 12 years. I came home from a funeral and found her dead on the living room floor. My heart broke as I buried her. Death of a pet, however, is MUCH different than being forced to give up a beloved pet. Death is final. In my case, death was not a decision I made - it just happened. <br /><br />The pet I'm refering to is my dog Skeeter, a black lab of almost 3 years... I've had him for 2 years. Pets are a big responsibility. They take time & money and have to be cared for whether you're at home or traveling. He is 100 pounds of enthusiasm - who thinks he's a lap dog. Basic complaints from the other person in my household: he drinks too loudly, he eats too loudly, his nails click on the hard floors, he sheds, his food bill is too much, it costs too much to board him when we travel, etc., etc. Unfortunately his good qualities didn't outweigh the above complaints. <br /><br />When I boarded Skeeter at New Years I asked the gals who work the desk at the Vet if they knew of anyone who was interested in adopting a black lab. They were surprised that I would even ask. They LOVE Skeeter and he loves them back! When I picked him up a few days later the Vet came out to speak with me. She said she knew of a family who had been looking for a black lab. They live in the country, have two young sons & a younger yellow lab that visits often. She asked if they could "borrow" Skeeter for the weekend to see if he would be a good fit for their family. He went to visit for 3 days... and when she called she told me they loved Skeeter & wanted to keep him. <br /><br />I have to say, I never expected it all to happen so quickly! I told her I needed to spend more time with him... and think about it... although I knew what the answer would be in the end. I brought him home, took pictures of him, and at the end of the week I called the Vet back to let her know I'd be bringing him to her the next morning. I packed his treats, bowls, toys & blanket, put him on his leash & drove to the animal hospital. We spent some time visiting... she said she would take pictures of him & email them to me periodically and let me know how he's doing. After a while, my heart breaking even more, I finally told Skeeter I loved him, gave him one last hug, a pat on the head & rubbed his ears. With that, I turned & walked out the door. My sacrifice complete. The other person in my household finally happy. <br /><br />I'm not sure what it is I'm trying to say... just that I made a sacrifice giving up Skeeter. Sometimes sacrifice is necessary. Sometimes sacrifice breaks your heart. <br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizrbtyLS8soHcsb7VcOgBdr34VWUWk3Uqv3S_sKP5324BzAeg42OHmUzbirTDad_X2vxBNE9gfbgs5sqB3sKwj6mX9XwK0KLDDY33ZuaflB5n1GY-zmaZISnFajn-4-bJk1q0KTkhFsc4/s1600-h/jesus-on-cross-01.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 135px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizrbtyLS8soHcsb7VcOgBdr34VWUWk3Uqv3S_sKP5324BzAeg42OHmUzbirTDad_X2vxBNE9gfbgs5sqB3sKwj6mX9XwK0KLDDY33ZuaflB5n1GY-zmaZISnFajn-4-bJk1q0KTkhFsc4/s200/jesus-on-cross-01.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5428225910706427874" /></a>Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-1005957257200731872010-01-07T20:48:00.006-07:002010-01-07T21:21:30.180-07:00Blizzard: Bad!! Blizzard: Good!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8wtP6Q6m1Cux75-WH_uYi-j0zjOH5NXd5zZY3mHuT4T3lzmq52WcYhCdVJOHm00aVxg6fvK47Q_qJcBYsg6VREPVTgbPl1JOn6Hr_LVhCWTM9guDqaKoyWgQ_LA_GYrt5iCxc0EiC1FM/s1600-h/blizzard+-+bad.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8wtP6Q6m1Cux75-WH_uYi-j0zjOH5NXd5zZY3mHuT4T3lzmq52WcYhCdVJOHm00aVxg6fvK47Q_qJcBYsg6VREPVTgbPl1JOn6Hr_LVhCWTM9guDqaKoyWgQ_LA_GYrt5iCxc0EiC1FM/s200/blizzard+-+bad.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5424211471422527666" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><strong>Blizzard: Bad!</strong> The Midwest is in the middle of a huge snow storm. When we left Colorado on December 21st it was a sunny day... 60 degrees when we drove thru Denver. By the time we got to Nebraska it was late in the day & it had cooled off considerably. On the drive across Nebraska on I-80 we noticed snow... lots of snow. When we got to our destination there was much more snow than we had imagined. The front yard had about a foot of the white stuff... the back door had a drift in front of it so it was not possible to open it for Skeeter to go out. Jerry has shoveled the sidewalk & driveway every day since we've been here & is growing weary of it! <br /><br />Since we got here (Nebraska) it has snowed several days, the wind has blown, the sun has stayed hidden (we've seen the sun twice since December 21... for a total of maybe 4 hours!), the temperature has plummeted! We're experiencing wind chills of 30to 40 below zero... and daytime temperatures of barely above 0. A few years ago we had a winter with lots of snow & many gray days. Each day was like the one before... it never changed... the roads were icy, there was lots of snow, lots of wind, no sunshine, more gray skies. Terribly depressing. It was like living "Groundhog Day" over & over again. <br /><br />We traveled to my parents' home in Kansas on January 1st... and guess what? It snowed again! My son & daughter in law were in a car accident on their way from Kansas back to Missouri on January 2nd due to the weather. We drove to my father-in-law's home in central Nebraska on January 3rd... and guess what? Not only was there more snow there than where we are... but... it snowed again! <br /><br />Tonight the local news continues to tell viewers to stay off the roads due to blowing snow; school closings continue to scroll across the bottom of the television screen. The weather man referred to this weather as "cruel & unusual punishment"! Can't say that I disagree with him on that! The furnace seems to run constantly & it's set at 68*. I can only hope that "this too shall pass" and "the sun will come out tomorrow"... but I'm not holding my breath!<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPtl3NgXn_GOl7lc9QXLZ0KJp-M5wpPHoc70wnUzqI03ITuXzi23jc5eA3HJuurOGf-cXYxX8xcGUTXsPQZE9NX0Pbl5aoCVQ_Pxd63dttwlrlOZ8oYfgRxNtrbl9Khlc0I1Z3E7Wkr2o/s1600-h/blizzard+-+good.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 127px; height: 110px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPtl3NgXn_GOl7lc9QXLZ0KJp-M5wpPHoc70wnUzqI03ITuXzi23jc5eA3HJuurOGf-cXYxX8xcGUTXsPQZE9NX0Pbl5aoCVQ_Pxd63dttwlrlOZ8oYfgRxNtrbl9Khlc0I1Z3E7Wkr2o/s200/blizzard+-+good.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5424211475055025906" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><strong>Blizzard: Good!</strong> Who doesn't love a Blizzard ice cream treat from DQ? Well, maybe not when it's this cold. But I'm thinking ice cream is good ANY time of year & it's one of the things I've missed having at the cabin. My favorites are German Chocolate & Pecan Cluster! I wonder if hubby would think I'm crazy if I told him I wanted a Blizzard tonite?<br /><br />Stay warm everyone!Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-37371472468355700032010-01-07T19:56:00.004-07:002010-01-07T20:12:47.249-07:00Happy New Year... A Dog's Purpose<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJZImGs_X0oRTjamlgy9MunBGSZLNs2wd1AJfXHWKPY8Ys-2Zks7OqHz7DD-OQIzQspbN2w5t0cVVQOcyaDxuI_W5-VhyZCoubBEKcxZhVmwK3-P43gQuQeUSCTlVN_8sesbrAq_4LOlo/s1600-h/black_lab_.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 194px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJZImGs_X0oRTjamlgy9MunBGSZLNs2wd1AJfXHWKPY8Ys-2Zks7OqHz7DD-OQIzQspbN2w5t0cVVQOcyaDxuI_W5-VhyZCoubBEKcxZhVmwK3-P43gQuQeUSCTlVN_8sesbrAq_4LOlo/s200/black_lab_.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5424201593049031010" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />This is an email story sent to me by a friend. If you're a dog owner/lover, you'll understand this completely! I know I love my dog, Skeeter. Read on......<br /><br /><br />''A Dog's Purpose? <br />(from a 6-year-old)<br /><br />Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife Lisa, and their little boy Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle.<br /><br />I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home.<br /><br />As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience.<br /><br />The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker 's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away.<br /><br />The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any difficulty or confusion. We sat together for a while after Belker's Death, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives. <br />Shane, who had been listening quietly, piped up, ''I know why.''<br /><br />Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I'd never heard a more comforting explanation. It has changed the way I try and live.<br /><br />He said, "People are born so that they can learn how to live a good life -- like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right?'' <br />The Six-year-old continued,''Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long.''<br /><br /><br /><br />Live simply.<br /><br />Love generously.<br /><br />Care deeply.<br /><br />Speak kindly.<br /><br />Remember, if a dog was the teacher you would learn things like:<br /><br />When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.<br /><br />Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride.<br /><br />Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure Ecstasy..<br /><br />Take naps.<br /><br />Stretch before rising.<br /><br />Run, romp, and play daily.<br /><br />Thrive on attention and let people touch you.<br /><br />Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.<br /><br />On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass.<br /><br />On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree<br /><br />When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body.<br /><br />Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.<br /><br />Be loyal.<br /><br />Never pretend to be something you're not.<br /><br />If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.<br /><br />When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by, and nuzzle them gently.<br /> <br /><br />Always love your dogs as much as they love you!<br /> <br /><br />Happy New Year to All<br />Ruff...Ruff...Ruff<br /><br />--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-28269666880016310132009-12-30T08:11:00.009-07:002009-12-30T09:02:35.852-07:00Football... :Maybe a bit irreverant: ...<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXamORIU31nJXU9PAB2KOH3xRQWHHUCsnNlbp6EUn82dOz3IqUfxdbO86aQ64IZcCZCdhTwjAb1B-cxj0zSyNg3Fsxa5rlyL7AkgiT2FT3CxOwkichuULJ95K-nDW5cpiC0UNH1D2c9Jc/s1600-h/images.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 124px; height: 93px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXamORIU31nJXU9PAB2KOH3xRQWHHUCsnNlbp6EUn82dOz3IqUfxdbO86aQ64IZcCZCdhTwjAb1B-cxj0zSyNg3Fsxa5rlyL7AkgiT2FT3CxOwkichuULJ95K-nDW5cpiC0UNH1D2c9Jc/s200/images.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421047581749768786" /></a><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXClf8jPtPI9gdXtFTdbCmKdLelj-rQhhR6uGh4nHDIPNE5heRPbpUXLzdkp5XP3GjW9JkweItaEF4TQBLVJkdlJ9-lPQdDmjxHKJR3qKdREmVj2Hm-q_1oT1bOp-3iYyjorwAO_Bi5hU/s1600-h/Memorial+stadium.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 143px; height: 107px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXClf8jPtPI9gdXtFTdbCmKdLelj-rQhhR6uGh4nHDIPNE5heRPbpUXLzdkp5XP3GjW9JkweItaEF4TQBLVJkdlJ9-lPQdDmjxHKJR3qKdREmVj2Hm-q_1oT1bOp-3iYyjorwAO_Bi5hU/s200/Memorial+stadium.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421047577625533570" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Today is the day! The Nebraska Cornhuskers will show us what they're made of when they play Arizona tonite in the Pacific Life Holiday Bowl. The Huskers beat Kansas State to get the honor (?) of getting beat by Texas the following week. One of my cousins from Kansas (a K-State grad) was especially nasty prior to the NU/KSU game but was strangely quiet after we beat them. Jealousy is an ugly emotion! My son-in-law is a Texas fan (something wrong with that!). My daughter is still looking for a "House Divided" shirt (NU & Texas). <br /><br />Tonight we will gather with friends in front of a big screen TV and pay homage to our beloved Huskers. Food will be brought as a sacrifice to THE BIG RED (I'm bringing my "famous" chicken wings). A baptism of sorts will be held as beer & other adult beverages are drunk. And we'll bring our foam brick with GO BIG RED written on it that we throw at the TV when the refs make a bad call. We're pretty sure that every ref in the Big 12 hates the Huskers! Blast!<br /><br />The Huskers made a great comeback with Coach Bo Pelini & his staff. I guess BO does know football! This should be a fun game to watch! Last year the Huskers played in the Gator Bowl. Who knows? Maybe next year we can get to one of the "good" bowl games. Did you know there are something like 34 bowl games? <br /><br />Seems like everyone wants their name splashed across the screen & on shirts & hats. Brut Sun Bowl, Chick-Fil-A Bowl, Outback Bowl, Capital One Bowl...the list goes on. Do you remember the bit Larry the Cable Guy did about Nascar sponsors?? Who wouldn't want to wear a shirt with KOTEX BOWL in big letters across the chest? <br /><br />At any rate... GO BIG RED!!!!<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh8NL7DdRAej03gATxerFdwwP1vqJpH68AP2Sks4aK8jJtSvdPtS3-pbNOtkeJgwFNKsiRUiCjzIKKkX4lF4ZlKI-yxf9poJiqgEaaTyBonaKk54F3AGKDNjahDK3D2L_XYvpvDEHiAH8/s1600-h/Larry+the+cable+guy.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 103px; height: 119px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh8NL7DdRAej03gATxerFdwwP1vqJpH68AP2Sks4aK8jJtSvdPtS3-pbNOtkeJgwFNKsiRUiCjzIKKkX4lF4ZlKI-yxf9poJiqgEaaTyBonaKk54F3AGKDNjahDK3D2L_XYvpvDEHiAH8/s200/Larry+the+cable+guy.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421050727993786706" /></a>Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-18989324284057191962009-12-28T15:06:00.002-07:002009-12-29T09:45:53.481-07:00Healthcare Reform?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTVDcI1wQhRtDhOHZiWVHGFzjSAB5jaE0VZv6O_2JKdqvfGB0CzNvsASfo_ZIW5wTc_0iZ5Ua3TaC2X8444nCLlWXIpOscV9riID7dk3WfODfavZaK4Ecj9DBBocMdfvqcie5z0pEAZC0/s1600-h/3+stooges.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 119px; height: 94px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTVDcI1wQhRtDhOHZiWVHGFzjSAB5jaE0VZv6O_2JKdqvfGB0CzNvsASfo_ZIW5wTc_0iZ5Ua3TaC2X8444nCLlWXIpOscV9riID7dk3WfODfavZaK4Ecj9DBBocMdfvqcie5z0pEAZC0/s200/3+stooges.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5420700127997090642" /></a><br /><br />I posted this back in February but thought in light of all the fuss about healthcare reform I would post this again! <br /><br /><br />My husband found this little article in the <em>February 1947 edition </em>of <strong>The Reader's Digest</strong>. I thought it was very interesting & worth passing along - considering this article was written more than 60 years ago! Almost Prophetic!<br /><br /><br /><br /> <strong>STAND UP AND SAY "AH</strong>"<br /> <em>Michael Wright in Better Homes & Gardens</em><br /><br /><br />This is how it is in Britain. The doctor got back to his office just at two o'clock. "How many?" he said to his nurse.<br />"Forty."<br />Casually, he put on his white jacket and poked his head into the waiting room where the 40 patients sat. "Will those of you troubled with headache please stand," he said.<br />Six stood. The doctor took identical printed prescriptions out of his desk and handed one to each of the six and dismissed them.<br />Then he said, "Will those of you troubled with a cough please stand." Another group got up, and again he handed them printed prescriptions and dismissed them.<br />The others he took one by one into his private office for a few minutes. Two hours later the office was empty, the 40 patients gone. This was an average of three minutes to a patient.<br />And that, Dr. Edward H. Ochsner of Chicago testified at the recent Wagner-Murray-Dingell bill hearings in Washington, is how it is with socialized medicine in Britain. <br />In Germany, where they also had a compulsory system, some doctors did even better - 30 to 40 patients in one hour.<br />This is how most doctors believe it will be here in America if our own womb-to-tomb compulsory health scheme becomes law.<br /><br />Something to think about........Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-16650804706957422622009-12-28T09:16:00.007-07:002009-12-28T18:04:39.078-07:00Do Unto Others<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFmMB0ryDbxqZKM10qweF6Ja0uALC7FvoDsqspcRQIGbyBwzOH8gZHEHCFypky3EUQ9CiORbFJK5ZrVUu8dreB1qIrCVKziDCMKubbfGtMqysMKvnaGvo2uuLftY168jf4Px4XZH5xBus/s1600-h/jesus_5.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 147px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFmMB0ryDbxqZKM10qweF6Ja0uALC7FvoDsqspcRQIGbyBwzOH8gZHEHCFypky3EUQ9CiORbFJK5ZrVUu8dreB1qIrCVKziDCMKubbfGtMqysMKvnaGvo2uuLftY168jf4Px4XZH5xBus/s200/jesus_5.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5420322679712632146" /></a><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_5ZLRrQo0lSmiIq9fSz4uXI3hE0PRn4ofcG8iz6BfVYqD9HTvnUStO2jOBrNH5XGMllME3_a7Z539mrbw-uk93cJTPpmm3o8ZHcSCE11kDC5ZvhJ-6akdT3-JabZc3WuFQpKvpBnbELA/s1600-h/Jesus+is+a+friend....jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 144px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_5ZLRrQo0lSmiIq9fSz4uXI3hE0PRn4ofcG8iz6BfVYqD9HTvnUStO2jOBrNH5XGMllME3_a7Z539mrbw-uk93cJTPpmm3o8ZHcSCE11kDC5ZvhJ-6akdT3-JabZc3WuFQpKvpBnbELA/s200/Jesus+is+a+friend....jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5420322684909943170" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />The BIBLE says we are to do unto others as we would have others do unto us! And as ye have done to the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.<br /><br />Twenty-five years ago, in the fall and winter of 1984, I lived in Corona (Queens), New York. I was married and had a baby. The marriage was not good. The husband was rarely home (he was working, he said), leaving me alone with the baby in that horrible apartment in the basement of a house with no phone, no car, no money, no friends. The entrance to the apartment was thru a "cellar door" at the bottom of crumbling cement stairs. Shortly after we moved into the dungeon I decided that I could not stay in this dark, depressing, dingy basement day after day and I ventured out with the baby in a stroller. We would walk, at first, just around the block - then two blocks, then three. One day we happened across a small storefront - a deli. It was chilly & I basically stopped there to warm up a bit. The store owner, Lola, was a friendly black lady who welcomed me into her shop & gave me a bit of a break - playing with the baby, rocking the baby, and talking to me. She fed me, never asking for payment as she knew I had no money - but would say, "Honey, don't you worry about it, just bring me some money when you get it." Walking to Miss Lola's deli became a daily routine. We got to know each other - mostly she got to know me as I was always whining about being "deserted" and "neglected". Once it began snowing my visits to Miss Lola's shop became few & far between. I missed being able to talk with her. One afternoon, late in the day - two weeks before Christmas - there was a knock on my door. I opened the door to an older black gentleman who resembled Morgan Freeman, dressed in a black three-piece suit, complete with hat - holding a large box filled with groceries. He told me that Miss Lola told him she thought I could use it! I was, needless to say, reduced to tears! I was overwhelmed by the kindness of people I barely knew. Two weeks later the baby & I were on a plane back to the midwest.<br /><br />I tell you all that to tell you this. <br /><br />We have a friend, Hal, who helped get our woodstove up & running. By most people's standards, has nothing. He is building a yurt-type home from recycled & reclaimed lumber, trees he's cut & hand-peeled himself, rock he's collected & stacked for a chimney. He has been living in a stripped down RV, heating it with a woodstove, bathing in the creek. He doesn't have a driver's license so he is dependent on others to pick him up to go places. By now the creek is frozen - no more baths. He's moved into the unfinished home he's built - the small woodstove can barely keep it warm (he said he woke up a couple mornings to 25 degrees inside!). His pantry doesn't seem to have much in it; his dog was so thin I could see her ribs. I told Jerry about my experience in New York and we decided that we would repay the kindness I had received by extending the same kindness to Hal. We have given him leftover building materials that were taking up space in our storage unit, brought him gas for his generator, shared food from our own pantry and bought his dog a couple bags of dogfood. He is so grateful for what he has - which is not much - and believes that everything he does have is a blessing from God. <br /><br />Being able to bless him with our abundance has blessed us tremendously. Hal was the recipient of our Christmas giving this year! We are fortunate to know him & have learned so much from him. We pray that God will richly bless him in the New Year.Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-10117608610258861602009-12-26T15:51:00.009-07:002009-12-26T17:31:36.275-07:00Living life off the grid... little inconveniences<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilITrsiGtF30Mx3Y9Ie9sDmvBD-Gsb9xn81VHCBMWKLAR9BjmIOYGDPcsvbEYArDcpu9SRNF__hobd3PIgGc8XtkL17UC6ZPC611D61xa4s0ZxIQ53Vo1BshlX8u0BO5B_Z8Bb7tK-In4/s1600-h/breadbox+H20+htr.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 116px; height: 88px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilITrsiGtF30Mx3Y9Ie9sDmvBD-Gsb9xn81VHCBMWKLAR9BjmIOYGDPcsvbEYArDcpu9SRNF__hobd3PIgGc8XtkL17UC6ZPC611D61xa4s0ZxIQ53Vo1BshlX8u0BO5B_Z8Bb7tK-In4/s200/breadbox+H20+htr.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419702928114163234" /></a><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdL5fNONRXNREmL6Km1snagUGRfd5kbUWzfdHB20myjAssmu3cOKgKIXZ61DfM5DshGhkmQeb0BAAFFV3ITsL0yw9O9PnmhlFd2Wd3arVMLA649Nt6CBOwJtre4fHf-uFxQ37LW_cAC4U/s1600-h/cistern.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 113px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdL5fNONRXNREmL6Km1snagUGRfd5kbUWzfdHB20myjAssmu3cOKgKIXZ61DfM5DshGhkmQeb0BAAFFV3ITsL0yw9O9PnmhlFd2Wd3arVMLA649Nt6CBOwJtre4fHf-uFxQ37LW_cAC4U/s200/cistern.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419699703848668626" /></a><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxugTHP6_qFNLezhe7pzP8hLb89r__E1HSsVvJoKTzT4oxs1miXh30cP8X4w9iFrcPx0KFg2FvvfKQyOYrZXZAMAKZjtlG61YCWPRgMpet8Ov2btgZTepHpO7IQ5Wm6Yu25ZOr4y7FqeU/s1600-h/generator.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 124px; height: 115px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxugTHP6_qFNLezhe7pzP8hLb89r__E1HSsVvJoKTzT4oxs1miXh30cP8X4w9iFrcPx0KFg2FvvfKQyOYrZXZAMAKZjtlG61YCWPRgMpet8Ov2btgZTepHpO7IQ5Wm6Yu25ZOr4y7FqeU/s200/generator.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419695641439008850" /></a><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCioOWiF39Qw10MbgKpLhgwjKQVYW_RtsBUvU1hB-yb-fFjPwg25jBfqwTJxehkfxs7O7ROUsjsv6RFw7JQLdAfjlvEKv7PifflytlhCocOa7V6de4K3PJGc0-4c2BTakFmcj6a9oQ1kM/s1600-h/DIY+septic+system.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 111px; height: 118px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCioOWiF39Qw10MbgKpLhgwjKQVYW_RtsBUvU1hB-yb-fFjPwg25jBfqwTJxehkfxs7O7ROUsjsv6RFw7JQLdAfjlvEKv7PifflytlhCocOa7V6de4K3PJGc0-4c2BTakFmcj6a9oQ1kM/s200/DIY+septic+system.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419695637002548434" /></a><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQSZ-ARL7d2Xg4aqXQ56eTKviHzZR5cxbP93NYfT01oCW8WMEstgXrQRqi9tkBVTyf_4hGcVX7-aYLjbbDOaqkc2mZKanlmSbJzJDc1udfZLNxYbisUrKxntVXmg5T1lOHDcHotwLhsQk/s1600-h/water+barrel.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 94px; height: 94px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQSZ-ARL7d2Xg4aqXQ56eTKviHzZR5cxbP93NYfT01oCW8WMEstgXrQRqi9tkBVTyf_4hGcVX7-aYLjbbDOaqkc2mZKanlmSbJzJDc1udfZLNxYbisUrKxntVXmg5T1lOHDcHotwLhsQk/s200/water+barrel.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419687164053965026" /></a><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQyE_pRctlQj4gD2El2AuctZz07xldFrR7Y-jbEcHSrKF9KmAhERp6ImDnhquL9witoyKg1eauemrAzaoZ8QFkEGrGGT_E6mg7RON3WRIaWWgKd8lRDOI81jE8Qrq_gdwumKnHnTgUYGo/s1600-h/firewood.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 121px; height: 103px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQyE_pRctlQj4gD2El2AuctZz07xldFrR7Y-jbEcHSrKF9KmAhERp6ImDnhquL9witoyKg1eauemrAzaoZ8QFkEGrGGT_E6mg7RON3WRIaWWgKd8lRDOI81jE8Qrq_gdwumKnHnTgUYGo/s200/firewood.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419687163378371202" /></a><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihIi0NHaIj3YuHwkkyyfhvLgZYRF0gVB7vbMFCZSlobk07tUmAXpuv2TC4F30BTJTu_c9A5jvHPZhefiJmVaBoWBt2HgaUTnlrYzwh-MhgtUTzsaVxTACwmTud6DY3hEWmHxdjClt5asM/s1600-h/DIY+composting+toilet.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 100px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihIi0NHaIj3YuHwkkyyfhvLgZYRF0gVB7vbMFCZSlobk07tUmAXpuv2TC4F30BTJTu_c9A5jvHPZhefiJmVaBoWBt2HgaUTnlrYzwh-MhgtUTzsaVxTACwmTud6DY3hEWmHxdjClt5asM/s200/DIY+composting+toilet.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419687160406038514" /></a><br /><br /><br />Living off the grid!! We talked about it, planned for it, built it, and are living it. As so many of the people we know in our neck of the woods, we have embraced living off the grid. There are LOTS of perks to this lifestyle: no utility bills being one of the biggest, the satisfaction of being somewhat self-sufficient, the beauty of nature & wildlife, not having neighbors so close we can hear their toilet flush. <br /><br />Some folks we know have a romanticized idea of what living off the grid means. Communing with nature, beautiful sunrises & sunsets, growing a garden, etc. What they don't realize is how much work goes into living off the grid!! <br /><br />We don't have a well nor do we have a cistern. Neither do we have any kind of indoor plumbing! We have 55 gallon barrels that we haul our water in along with a couple 5 gallon water cans & gallon jugs. Water is subject to freezing in these temperatures. In a previous post I mentioned chopping ice in one water barrel to get to the water! Water is heated on the propane stove or woodstove. Either of these options depends upon whether or not we have an abundance of propane or wood! <br /><br />After doing dishes the water is drained into a 5 gallon bucket which is then recycled by using it to water flowers & garden plants. During winter months the grey water goes into a 55 gallon barrel to be used at a later date. <br /><br />We don't have a water heater - except for the stoves. Our kitchen stove is propane - but we cannot yet afford to have a big tank delivered let alone filled, so we use a small propane tank like the ones one would use on a BBQ grill. Once we get a larger propane tank we plan to get an on-demand water heater. A "bread box" water heater is also an option. <br /><br />We are currently using a "camp" toilet. A composting toilet is on the list of things to buy in the coming year. We had a couple large pits dug - one for a septic system - but again, the cost was pretty prohibitive. Luckily we have other alternatives for disposing of black water. <br /><br />We don't have a shower... we go to the community center to tend to our personal hygiene. Once we get the propane & indoor plumbing situation remedied a shower will be high on the list of things to do!<br /><br />We have a 2 acre lot that is heavily treed with dead-standing aspen & pine... but it's about 25 miles away. The exercise & fresh air we get when we go out to cut wood is certainly good for us... but it takes nearly an entire day to go out, cut the wood into 5 foot pieces, load it on the trailer, haul it back to the cabin, then cut & stack it. Again - great exercise - but certainly not as easy as flipping a switch for heat!<br /><br />We have a generator for back up power - if, for instance, the sun doesn't shine enough to charge our batteries. <br /><br />Our lot is very rocky and very sandy. Our only attempts at gardening has been in large pots. We have a sneaking suspicion that the ground is hard enough that it would probably destroy a roto-tiller. As mentioned in another post, we'd like to build onto the cabin a garden room with raised beds, rain barrels & maybe a small garden pond (Jerry likes fish!).<br /><br />Wildlife is always a concern - especially if one has pets or small livestock. We've been visited by bear and mountain lion (or bobcat - not sure which). Porcupine & badgers live nearby. Deer and elk are garden hazards. Guns are optional, but sometimes can be a very necessary part of wilderness living.<br /><br />The things I've listed are just a few of what call "little inconveniences" of living off the grid. But lots of hard work, blood, sweat, and tears also go into an off the grid lifestyle. Any other folks out there who live off the grid or would like to? I'd love to hear about your experiences!!Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-53270694469659947182009-12-25T19:50:00.005-07:002009-12-26T14:19:51.188-07:00Recycling Christmas<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjELBVCoVZS3aARfhTW_PZGbjtOO2XbqFrh6ox_k_xo5mC9-fFnE17vJaQWejYlAzQwRIMA8zpN8v8S8v5ybGXMott8pLpZZPkGE-D1kAEVLEPpfi5fphhqkSlrk727Q5fG_yjAkz7Weao/s1600-h/Cbrown+tree.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 86px; height: 129px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjELBVCoVZS3aARfhTW_PZGbjtOO2XbqFrh6ox_k_xo5mC9-fFnE17vJaQWejYlAzQwRIMA8zpN8v8S8v5ybGXMott8pLpZZPkGE-D1kAEVLEPpfi5fphhqkSlrk727Q5fG_yjAkz7Weao/s200/Cbrown+tree.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419648602226185490" /></a><br /> <br />The theme is still Christmas... hopefully this will be the last time I post about Christmas. This year - living in two homes in two states - I did not decorate for Christmas. Well, that's not entirely true. At the cabin there is a pinon tree less than five feet from the front deck and on Thanksgiving morning in 20 degree weather (the sun was shining & the wind was NOT blowing for a change) I decorated the lower five feet of the tree while still in my pajamas! My boxes of decorations were at the house in Nebraska - along with my skinny Christmas tree. Even tho' we were at the Nebraska house four days before Christmas I decided I wasn't decorating the tree, hanging lights, getting out Mr. & Mrs. Santa or even hanging a wreath! The house here is completely unadorned for the holiday. <br /><br />Today we went to WalMart to pick up groceries. Customer service was packed with people returning or exchanging things I can only presume they had either purchased or received for Christmas. Wrong size. Wrong color. What was the person thinking who bought this! I was thankful that I was not in line as I tend to get a bit testy when I'm not "next" in line!<br /><br />My biggest gripe about Christmas is that SO many have made Christmas about giving and getting gifts... not about celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ. I know, I know! Giving & getting gifts is not a new development - I just find it distressing when I see how many gifts people buy, the money that is spent, the interest that accumulates on the credit cards. For the past few years Jerry & I have not purchased many Christmas gifts. We have seven kids between us, six of whom have spouses or significant others AND fourteen (14) grandkids - not to mention our siblings & parents! The first year we didn't buy Christmas gifts for them we felt a twinge of guilt - but oh! the money we saved! Our kids are old enough to understand our reasoning & we've always been a family who relishes in the time we get to spend together since there are lots of family gatherings that not everyone can attend due to jobs. Our family gatherings are usually spent eating, playing cards or board games, eating some more, watching football, then eating the leftovers. We don't need gifts when we have the gift of time & fellowship. <br /><br />We have friends who buy tons of gifts & spend loads of money on those gifts. We visited those friends before Christmas - gifts piled three or four high all around the tree and spilling out into the area that should be reserved for walking! We were also the recipients of their gifting...lovely gifts all of them but there was no need for them to spend the money they did. <br /><br />Last year our group of friends had a frugal Christmas! We regifted items that we'd received (wrong color / wrong size / what was the person thinking who bought this). It was fun and frugal!! The year before I asked my sister-in-law what she would like for Christmas - listing a few things that I was going to otherwise give to Goodwill - and gave her some things she needed & she was quite happy with them! Our kids have also received such "gifts". Things they can use, things I no longer need - all in good condition just no longer needed! <br /><br />This Christmas, the best gift I received was simply the feeling that I helped make a difference in someone else's Christmas by helping my church family deliver Christmas gift boxes (food for Christmas dinner) and caroling at area assisted living & nursing homes. I was blessed beyond measure!<br /><br />So... is this wrong? Am I just being cheap? Or is this possibly something others wished they had the moxie to do? We recycle glass, paper, aluminum cans... why not "recycle" gifts that were not to our liking? Look in the back of your closets, in the attic and basement. See what gifts you've stashed away that are gathering dust. No more Black Friday... no more day after Christmas shopping. <br /><br />I dare you!Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-74384028975768028182009-12-25T08:01:00.011-07:002009-12-26T13:32:02.737-07:00It's CHRISTmas Morning!!!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiR2YvAH0M_SIXsNIXKZAGwjaHIKSHpvg5mvng_SWkVuPZYyvmaphIGC4vvH611pKzaSiKhy-J1zh1NkH4dT0mQdGfBv6c2tTNAEMsqun2kGT-fCDEAHHfSdqiv70Dwr4CkxL91_snB6Fk/s1600-h/snow+in+moonlight.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiR2YvAH0M_SIXsNIXKZAGwjaHIKSHpvg5mvng_SWkVuPZYyvmaphIGC4vvH611pKzaSiKhy-J1zh1NkH4dT0mQdGfBv6c2tTNAEMsqun2kGT-fCDEAHHfSdqiv70Dwr4CkxL91_snB6Fk/s200/snow+in+moonlight.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419191022302336290" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqajCcX7sqnk1_FfrcHCpDUsCmGz2RdDDanwQL40oCMHn4KD7d6lb-vCBusO0Xlawx8ZIg7nxjXnSGogO2Jesk8QHG5MPS-_wV0F8HKfVe5s8Z2dxUC0-2WNNFfTs6IlsT3CkEmCqX6Fk/s1600-h/snow+on+pinon+cone.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqajCcX7sqnk1_FfrcHCpDUsCmGz2RdDDanwQL40oCMHn4KD7d6lb-vCBusO0Xlawx8ZIg7nxjXnSGogO2Jesk8QHG5MPS-_wV0F8HKfVe5s8Z2dxUC0-2WNNFfTs6IlsT3CkEmCqX6Fk/s200/snow+on+pinon+cone.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419191017056198290" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />This morning I woke up early, made a pot of coffee, popped a PopTart in the toaster, let Skeeter out... er, at least I tried to. There was a huge drift in front of the door to the backyard which made it impossible to open so he had to go out the front door. By the time Skeeter went out & came back in my PopTart was done...not exactly the kind of Christmas morning breakfasts I've been used to (mom's Swedish pancakes). I poured a steaming cup & sat down to have a little one-on-one time with God.<br /><br />The snow is beautiful... not as beautiful as it is at our place in the mountains. One thing I noticed when it snowed at the cabin - especially at night - was that the reflection of the moon made the snow sparkle like the ground was scattered with diamonds! You just don't get that kind of eye-candy in the city with all the street lights. Jerry is outside shoveling the sidewalk... something he doesn't have to do at the cabin and doesn't miss doing! I don't know how much snow there is in the yard - looks like more than a foot - it's deep enough that Skeeter's belly drags in the snow - and he's a BIG dog! And it's still snowing. <br /><br />Yes, it's CHRISTmas morning... but without kids here, it's another morning. I opened my laptop, signed on to my email, Facebook and my blog, then flipped on the television hoping for something inspiring for CHRISTmas morning. What I found was someone talking about the Twelve Days of Christmas. Here's a link that will enlighten you as to what that song is REALLY about! http://www.crivoice.org/cy12days.html <br /><br />I should call my daughter in North Carolina & find out what the little girls thought of their Christmas gifts. My boys will be here in a few hours to open a couple gifts then we're having Christmas dinner at the home of friends. I suppose I should let Skeeter back in and get ready for our day!<br /><br />MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-71435686632784207522009-12-24T20:50:00.009-07:002009-12-24T21:43:40.776-07:00Merry CHRISTmas from the Cabin!!!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAscynj3YHwJFfyEHCB_9KnpLQFdcaYq5sASQMy3tmw9U6RMnaBpIWJp7q9z8wRX8ZklO0wLmkT4D_-aPeTUJ9j06Xn6-y9knwE6zyF7Dch6tifhab-UWYHmg3DSSXrcS2rvWHKzeLsdY/s1600-h/chickadee.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAscynj3YHwJFfyEHCB_9KnpLQFdcaYq5sASQMy3tmw9U6RMnaBpIWJp7q9z8wRX8ZklO0wLmkT4D_-aPeTUJ9j06Xn6-y9knwE6zyF7Dch6tifhab-UWYHmg3DSSXrcS2rvWHKzeLsdY/s200/chickadee.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419024208494240482" /></a><br /><br /><strong></strong>Merry CHRISTmas<strong></strong> everyone. <br /><br />We've been busy at the cabin... not as busy as we should be - we have lots of 8" aspen tongue & groove & drywall that's begging to be put up in the living room. I'm not sure why we didn't finish it. Now it's COLD & the generator doesn't really want to run in below freezing temperatures but we have to run the generator so we can use the power tools. <br /><br />We've taken a "vacation" from the cabin - coming back to Nebraska to spend Christmas & New Years with our family & friends. Strangely enough, since we arrived here on Monday night, the weather at the cabin is nicer than it is here. <br /><br />WATER: As I probably mentioned at some point, we haul our water in 55 gallon barrels. As you can well imagine - the water has frozen. We also get water from an artesian well that's along the highway - collected in one and five gallon jugs. I use the water in the one gallon jugs for cooking/making hot drinks and the water from the 5 gallon jugs for washing dishes. Dishwater has to be heated up on the stove and is currently drained out of the sink into a 5 gallon bucket... and the gray water is then recycled, used for plants & such. Anyway, a couple weeks ago we had run out of water from the artesian well and there were dishes that needed to be washed. What's a girl to do? I took my 4-cup measuring cup, the big tea kettle & a stew pot out to the barrel and with hatchet in hand, started hacking away at the ice in one barrel. By the time I was done I had a hole about 10 inches across and 6 inches deep, 2 inches of ice chips on top... but I DID reach water. Icy water! I scooped water & ice out of the barrel with the measuring cup into the tea kettle & stew pot, put them on the stove to heat & decided to fill another pot for good measure. It's not the way I'd prefer to get water, but one does what one must!<br /><br />WEATHER: We've been fortunate to have "decent" weather so far this winter. What does that mean? Well, I guess it means even though the overnight temperatures are below freezing and sometimes just below zero, but our woodstove keeps things pretty warm. We don't have an adjustable damper so the damper is either open or closed. We've learned to wear layers and have several blankets & quilts on our bed. We normally get the temperature between 60 - 65 degrees before we go to bed. We then take turns (whoever happens to wake up first) going downstairs to put more wood on the fire. I usually wake up when my nose gets cold! Most mornings the temperature inside is between 40-45 degrees. I know a lot of people would not think that acceptable, but quite frankly, we like sleeping in cooler temperatures & we don't find it so bad. Lower than 40 degrees - we don't like so much! <br /><br />WIND: Typically the wind comes from the southwest where we live. Our cabin is built on piers and there is currently no skirting around the bottom of the cabin so the wind blows underneath the cabin. The floor is not yet insulated, nor does it have carpet yet so the floors are VERY cold and the cold seems to fill the space. I'm not sure what the wind velocity (is that right?) is but it sounds like it's about 50 mph most of the time. Because the cabin is two stories (Jerry says it's a story & a half) and stands just above the tops of the pinon trees, the wind hits the south and west sides of the cabin with full force. It's a bit un-nerving because it has a tendency to make the cabin shake a bit. We had a couple days where the wind blew like that - all day and all night. A little bit goes a long way! After listening to the wind howl and pound the cabin for hours one starts to get a bit nervous, crabby, antsy, and a lot of other things. My philosophy is that the wind is just one of many nuances of the Valley and we should embrace it - literally! Even if the wind doesn't blow 24/7, we really need to consider harnessing the power that it would generate. <br /><br />WOOD: We've gone thru quite a bit of wood. We've discovered that the wood that is split burns much quicker than wood that has not been split. Unfortunately, we have quite a bit of split wood. We also have discovered that pinon burns HOTTER than pine or aspen. We're hoping to get a cord of pinon delivered after the first of the year.<br /><br />WILDLIFE: With elk & deer season over, we've noticed an abundance of deer on the roads and in the sagebrush. We've only seen a few deer on our place. Jerry thinks that Skeeter is keeping them at bay. Skeeter IS a really good early warning system when there's "bad guys" (deer, rabbit, etc.) outside. Twice in the past month he has warned us late at night (okay, it gets dark at 4:30 & by 6:00 it's pitch black outside) that there's something outside. Both times we found the tell-tale signs of who our visitor was. The first was a bear - about 100 yards from our front door; the second was most likely a mountain lion or maybe a bobcat - about 100 feet from our front door. One neighbor told us that someone up the road had lost a dog to a mountain lion so we should be very aware if we have to go out after dark!<br /><br />The cabin is home! It's where my heart is, where I feel alive, where I feel close to God. I'm looking forward to spring and getting more projects done - the list is long! <br /><br />My prayer for you is that God will richly bless you this Christmas season and throughout the New Year.Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-73347196909941641702009-11-27T13:49:00.005-07:002009-11-27T14:28:59.824-07:00Working my way thru my reading list<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDzSWkt6yfZJ1BYEM6vf8hLsP88ILC9Uv_TM6QLeeACH5LY4EPCyjvnwwBrD-jBfESer7f7hML4Q6jaVVOOnIH8w-Ada_T_rWkvy6xDDwr6fdm8hMZdJ2oW2MS3xuWYfSN8kOGzm7AqQM/s1600/Better+Off.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 50px; height: 75px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDzSWkt6yfZJ1BYEM6vf8hLsP88ILC9Uv_TM6QLeeACH5LY4EPCyjvnwwBrD-jBfESer7f7hML4Q6jaVVOOnIH8w-Ada_T_rWkvy6xDDwr6fdm8hMZdJ2oW2MS3xuWYfSN8kOGzm7AqQM/s200/Better+Off.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5408895238444007554" /></a>
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<br />The last couple years I've been buying up paperback novels at garage sales & thrift stores. Everytime I walk into a thrift store I still look for interesting reading material.
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<br />Most recently I read <strong>"Better Off"</strong> - a book about turning off the switch on technology & living simply; <strong>"An Arrow Pointing to Heaven"</strong> - about the life and ministry of contemporary Christian singer Rich Mullins who died in 1997... and <strong>"The Backward Life: In Pursuit of an Uncommon Faith"</strong> - by Jarrod Jones. I've not started this book yet so I cannot give any details other than the title intrigued me.
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<br />A friend suggested I read <strong>"Roughing It"</strong> by Mark Twain. I searched every thrift store I walked into looking for it - no luck. I did find it online but it was going to be a pain in the neck to try to read a little at a time... so I finally bit the bullet & went to our local library, got a library card & asked if I could find "Roughing It" here. They didn't have it but were happy to borrow it from another library! It arrived - a beautiful old book, copyrighted in 1899 & signed by <em>Mark Twain</em>! I'm almost halfway thru it & it has proved to be quite entertaining! Why books like this are not required reading for high school or college level students is beyond me! I have enjyed this book thus far - especially the detail Twain uses to describe things! Who knew one could spent 4 pages describing a coyote?!
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<br />The same friend who suggested "Roughing It" has been studying the Bible and challenges me to read mine more and really pick verses apart!
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<br />I will continue to read thru the boxes of books I brought with me... chances are they'll last all winter & maybe then some. In the meantime, I will be buying more books as I come across ones I find worthwhile! There's just something about sitting in my chair by the fire, sipping hot tea & reading a good book (or the Good Book!) that soothes the soul!
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<br />What books have you read lately?
<br />Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-84465642697409518282009-11-27T13:42:00.004-07:002009-11-27T16:35:18.861-07:00Happy Thanksgiving<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNF4iANOvyeXmZHySl-Zw5e_61moVF-SpmCuM_9o4Dex8uhImJHTAyJGfjhyphenhyphen08l466qMFCvng2eCFLs14ZCsbPNksNNYxo97xWAr2WMeryyJlxH3B1vVE1GyzNQGriTDa-F2ku6_VrZFQ/s1600/t6.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 146px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNF4iANOvyeXmZHySl-Zw5e_61moVF-SpmCuM_9o4Dex8uhImJHTAyJGfjhyphenhyphen08l466qMFCvng2eCFLs14ZCsbPNksNNYxo97xWAr2WMeryyJlxH3B1vVE1GyzNQGriTDa-F2ku6_VrZFQ/s200/t6.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5408887128127190386" /></a> <br /><br />Just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Thanksgiving! We were fortunate to be able to spend the day with good friends at their cabin... eating WAY too much! Today we're feasting again - on leftovers! <br />We have so much to be thankful for: our woodstove & plenty of wood, fresh air, a gazillion stars to light our night sky, 12 volt electricity!, plenty of food to eat, our health, the love of family & friends, our little Community Church & the freedom to worship without persecution, friends who let us watch Husker football in Buffalo country, and so many other things I can't even think of at the moment.Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-89149358239565731092009-11-13T11:43:00.003-07:002009-11-13T11:51:51.592-07:00T'was the month before Christmas......<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2w4sJDF44Pmw323sLplBcX9pwmQwu9bakqb4M-d3R8Fkm4GFojXTYF71Lou9PXQA-wS9maG6NHguqgqUVNv2dY4FvKJL-vf2VSU7NTfOMY-XxPWT8uKDtpdeM4lXii3FsA5efuxlLeeA/s1600-h/nativity.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 161px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2w4sJDF44Pmw323sLplBcX9pwmQwu9bakqb4M-d3R8Fkm4GFojXTYF71Lou9PXQA-wS9maG6NHguqgqUVNv2dY4FvKJL-vf2VSU7NTfOMY-XxPWT8uKDtpdeM4lXii3FsA5efuxlLeeA/s200/nativity.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403662007963176802" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />*Twas the month before Christmas*<br /> <br />*When all through our land,* <br /><br />*Not a Christian was praying* <br /><br />*Nor taking a stand.* <br /><br />*See the PC Police had taken away,* <br /><br />*The reason for Christmas - no one could say.* <br /><br />*The children were told by their schools not to sing,* <br /><br />*About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.* <br /><br />*It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say* <br /><br />*December 25th is just a ' Holiday '.* <br /><br />*Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit* <br /><br />*Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!* <br /><br />*CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod* <br /><br />*Something was changing, something quite odd!* <br /><br />*Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa* <br /><br />*In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.* <br /><br />*As Targets were hanging their trees upside down* <br /><br />* At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found.* <br /><br />*At K-Mart and Staples and Penney's and Sears* <br /><br />*You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.* <br /><br />*Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty* <br /><br />*Are words that were used to intimidate me.* <br /><br />*Now Daschle, Now Darden, Now Sharpton, Wolf Blitzen* <br /><br />*On Boxer, on Rather, on Kerry, on Clinton!* <br /><br />*At the top of the Senate, there arose such a clatter* <br /><br />*To eliminate Jesus, in all public matter.* <br /><br />*And we spoke not a word, as they took away our faith* <br /><br />*Forbidden to speak of salvation and grace* <br /><br />*The true Gift of Christmas was exchanged and discarded* <br /><br />*The reason for the season, stopped before it started.* <br /><br />*So as you celebrate 'Winter Break' under your 'Dream Tree'* <br /><br />*Sipping your Starbucks, listen to me.* <br /><br />*Choose your words carefully, choose what you say* <br /><br />*Shout MERRY CHRISTMAS, not Happy Holiday !* <br /><br />Please,all Christians join together & wish everyone you meet during the holidays a <br /><br /> MERRY CHRISTMAS <br /><br /> Jesus Christ is The Reason for the Christ-mas Season!Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-50053493997751000952009-11-09T13:27:00.003-07:002009-11-09T13:43:19.850-07:00Wood Ministry.... and our follyWe've been busy the past week or 10 days... we've been blessed with awesome weather that has allowed us to work outside!! <br />We got the south side of the cabin completely sided!!! Only the east side remains "naked"... we may get it done yet before it gets too cold/snowy to work! We bought more aspen tongue & groove (6") to finish the kitchen walls - and still we're about 5 board short of being complete. We haven't done any finish work on the cabinets (doors & trim) but some friends from church have lots of aspen in their home & we were inspired by their cabinet doors & will most likely copy them! We also bought 8" tongue & groove for the living room... most of 2 walls now have T&G up about 4 feet - and drywall above that. <br /><br />About the Wood Ministry... some gentlemen from our church decided to help out the community: 1) by cutting down dead trees (fire mitigation) or trees that threaten someone's home and 2) by giving the wood to those in need. While we're not "in need", trying to get the LOVE SHACK finished has taken up the good weather days we would have otherwise used to cut our own wood. I approached these men last Sunday about getting some of their seasoned wood & making a donation to help defray some of the cost of for their gas & upkeep of their tools, etc. Yesterday after lunch Jerry, Skeeter & I went to pick up a trailer-load of wood -- about 1 1/2 cord. Everything went great... until just before we were about to pull onto the highway. Jerry thought maybe we should strap down the load. Did I mention the sun was setting - quickly!! We stopped & got out to strap the wood down... and noticed the trailer was sitting funny. Upon further examination we discovered that we not only had a flat tire... but it was completely off the rim. UGH! Nothing like being in the dark with a trailer load of wood 15 miles from your intended destination. Jerry called AAA - they don't fix "utility trailer" tires. Hmph! So......... this morning we got up early (it was about 20 degrees!) and went to where we had left our trailer of wood. We figured we'd make three trips to get all the wood home -- we couldn't possibly jack up the trailer with all that wood on it! So.......... three pickup loads later the wood is home -- just in a big pile, not stacked -- and the trailer still has NO tire on it! We tried to change it but the hub must be glued... oh, Jerry says it's probably welded not glued :o)... onto the axel and the spare tire is also is on its own "hub"... so there sits our trailer. Hopefully we can figure out how to deal with this as we use the trailer a lot! <br />Better days are ahead I'm sure!Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-46514216770408785402009-10-31T12:11:00.007-06:002009-10-31T12:26:38.892-06:00Franklin... the Woodstove!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKkDxkH3eINgA7kmcD1XzZZTLaYKhvs8o5Aor0LuXDmnTVbOGEHVmjy8s57JfHRupWcLt98pGrndZCwMxldXQgtxx05St8O__qsLH_QLfwGSOzRQVFXgxL17660EhYrtjsxTpdODCY3vM/s1600-h/008.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKkDxkH3eINgA7kmcD1XzZZTLaYKhvs8o5Aor0LuXDmnTVbOGEHVmjy8s57JfHRupWcLt98pGrndZCwMxldXQgtxx05St8O__qsLH_QLfwGSOzRQVFXgxL17660EhYrtjsxTpdODCY3vM/s200/008.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398830698091095858" /></a><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvZsPzD38cZeIS7zbbYiv6TNzYTSE3z7caaELRKf_zNIAUJoub5uRTBFWfsXrfUivci0K-X-_6V0GmheCP0lb0bMtPgV-Ji636-4BvreFb3Odt1MJCmQ-N9sMnfjQos2tpnP0v79iMs8U/s1600-h/021.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvZsPzD38cZeIS7zbbYiv6TNzYTSE3z7caaELRKf_zNIAUJoub5uRTBFWfsXrfUivci0K-X-_6V0GmheCP0lb0bMtPgV-Ji636-4BvreFb3Odt1MJCmQ-N9sMnfjQos2tpnP0v79iMs8U/s200/021.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398830694345930898" /></a><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivlVnoOam5Hm0jSkrlYtTZn0Vb9pZp4UUTpIzVifp1N9d6WtLPMQ38ewSSusOnNv-reTMkZOe7N5AIfULnbm-9z-1xWE_5BVYCdyeAl9kx0EnKv0-zjiozeNA5QQ7QibXU6ozGcmLn9z8/s1600-h/003.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivlVnoOam5Hm0jSkrlYtTZn0Vb9pZp4UUTpIzVifp1N9d6WtLPMQ38ewSSusOnNv-reTMkZOe7N5AIfULnbm-9z-1xWE_5BVYCdyeAl9kx0EnKv0-zjiozeNA5QQ7QibXU6ozGcmLn9z8/s200/003.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398828521468423698" /></a><br /><br /><br />Last Thursday we were in town getting mail, doing a bit of shopping & ran into our friend Hal. He & Jerry got to talking about our respective building projects (Hal's building his own place too). Jerry mentioned that we were needing to get the woodstove hooked up so we could spend the winter here & Hal said he'd be out the next morning! WOW!!! The next morning Hal arrived about 10:30 - he & Jerry worked on getting the piping & chimney hooked up. By 2:30 we had FIRE!!! We asked Hal how much we owed him - he said he wasn't working for money, that he wanted to BLESS us!!! WOW again!!! We truly were blessed... and blessed him with some cash to help him with his building expenses!! <br />Anyway, Franklin the woodstove has been hooked up & keeping us warm for a week now! Our latest concern is having enough wood to get thru the winter. Other than that we're enjoying the heat very much considering the cold (below freezing) temperatures we've been having. We're still having issues with the propane kitchen stove... so we've resorted to cooking on the woodstove. The Original Slow Cooker. Dinner is not ready in a half hour... a pot is put on the stove to cook as soon as we finish breakfast & it's ready to eat by late afternoon.<br />Last weekend & early this week - before the snow - we picked pinon nuts off the trees at our place. One certainly couldn't earn a living doing this. Very tedious & sticky. Jerry thought we should just pick up the ones that had dropped on the ground but there are so many deer - um - droppings under the trees that I decided it was better to pick them right out of the cones. We soaked them in salt water overnight then roasted them on the woodstove. Pretty tasty most of them. <br />We got maybe 3" of snow at our place. It was beautiful watching it come down in big, fluffy flakes... and then Skeeter went out in it & now our pretty snow is full of giant dog tracks. Oh well. There will be more snow! <br /><br /><Thanks JSB for the encouraging email regarding my previous post! XO>Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5798483881087410329.post-14447404321523560042009-10-17T09:56:00.003-06:002009-10-17T10:13:13.346-06:00First Amendment Rights<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYjf47HjVK_CyRGcxGILlUkj5T9YCrFQyRT7T4X9eMCSN9nmfkXfVtEtf7yetVdnDNhJKgCRik5pepVA2VysP87rezcga45cefQbwbQPD9P63nZA0p4ew3eWp79UC7Mqu_hMn84r7iAnw/s1600-h/myspace+logo.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 31px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYjf47HjVK_CyRGcxGILlUkj5T9YCrFQyRT7T4X9eMCSN9nmfkXfVtEtf7yetVdnDNhJKgCRik5pepVA2VysP87rezcga45cefQbwbQPD9P63nZA0p4ew3eWp79UC7Mqu_hMn84r7iAnw/s200/myspace+logo.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5393598848573042498" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiir53icleGsrMvJ1ts5dwBbBtTrabM2Dpu9ZUQ5iCS-7iH4nIhlaVySr_Ebg47qteDGTxvUNi4Tp0N1-k7otNeG_bmlLBlW0b0P4a5rogJmh0rHbF9FW9x32RMNVILow4HBmg0gCnsPak/s1600-h/facebook.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 149px; height: 56px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiir53icleGsrMvJ1ts5dwBbBtTrabM2Dpu9ZUQ5iCS-7iH4nIhlaVySr_Ebg47qteDGTxvUNi4Tp0N1-k7otNeG_bmlLBlW0b0P4a5rogJmh0rHbF9FW9x32RMNVILow4HBmg0gCnsPak/s200/facebook.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5393598840601092354" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjJ_lJB6UqWfz0rlsuzsVbSUzJPRC8U_kX_2Yc4hoWbyvOYyd1s7uyYDLm99nuu9OtqFOEftrLxHC3KB01hqWLZErvoFNigreYkIujHKWQ0Mr00ClYV6p3eG8BdbSMrS9HhsuuxEYSuuw/s1600-h/blogspot+logo.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 122px; height: 41px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjJ_lJB6UqWfz0rlsuzsVbSUzJPRC8U_kX_2Yc4hoWbyvOYyd1s7uyYDLm99nuu9OtqFOEftrLxHC3KB01hqWLZErvoFNigreYkIujHKWQ0Mr00ClYV6p3eG8BdbSMrS9HhsuuxEYSuuw/s200/blogspot+logo.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5393598837718399074" /></a><br /><br />For a while I had a blog on MySpace... people were reluctant to "join" just to read what was going on. So I found blogspot. Using this service has been a good experience for me. No one is required to "join" just to read... or leave a comment, as it seems that can be done "anonymously". <br /><br />Facebook, however, is a different animal. One is required to join in order to gain access to "friends" and "groups" and "fan clubs". One also has to "request" friendship. I suppose this is a good thing. I'm curious as to how some people find "friends". For instance, I received a "friend request" from some man I do not know. I sent him a FB message asking if he found my name in a FB group... he responded by saying he'd found my name in his friend's list. Strangely enough... after scanning a few of my FB friends' lists... this man is not among their friends.<br /><br />I've discovered several groups on FB that have the same political & religious views as I have... and found them to be enlightening & interesting although somewhat controversial compared to the views of many of my "friends". Since we've been in Nebraska, the weather's been crappy & I've been sick - I've spent more time than I should online reading some of these things. I've found many of them interesting & thought, in light of some discussions I've been in with "friends" on the opposite side of things, I thought I'd post a few of the articles to give an different view.<br /><br />Unfortunately, I guess First Amendment Rights only apply if you share "their" views. I suppose this is really nothing new, huh? Thankfully, I can still post here without getting too much flack.Marcyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08726488261268250375noreply@blogger.com0